Depressive/Self-Defeating Personality Type, MBTI

Depressive/Self-Defeating personality type is INFP, and I have always been a bit of a loner. I became a loner because I was not accepted by the popular kids in school. I was the one who was different and who didn't fit in. I didn't want to be a part of any cliques, and I never did. I just kept to myself. I was always the quiet one, and people didn't like that very much. I hated the fact that people were always staring at me and talking about me behind my back. I was subjected to constant bullying throughout my elementary and middle school years. As a result of this, I developed an inferiority complex. I had a deep-seated feeling that I was unworthy and undeserving, and that everyone else was better than me. This inferiority complex made me feel as if I had no value in society. The feeling of worthlessness actually made me feel depressed, and it made me want to end my life.